DREAMLAND DEATH NOTE THING

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(note to self: submit to aya so she can print it perhaps? last resort only in the case of cops or detective action, suspicion towards self or anise)

i am not the type to write death notes what good will a death note do i mean its almost silly to think that these words will do anything for anybody anybody at all especially if they find out i am VIP i might as well expect them to spit on the ground when they hear my name though its not like i care about that and its not like this would be a permanent remnant of myself for various reasons known to myself and a few others

in the case that i have gone to the country (no take this out it is term used back home no one would understand this) i am dead:

i do not regret what i had to do. none of you will understand of course but i hardly expect you to. the VIPs were working towards a certain goal one that i cannot elucidate but one you will come to expect understand in time. i can say for myself that i had no malice and no ill-will towards any of you in fact i learned quite a lot! quite a lot from all of you. i wish i could have learned more while i could but all things must come to an end i suppose.

anyways i did what i had to do and what i felt needed to be done for cloudbank the transistor all of you. i do not care if you call me a criminal or a murderer or what have you because i honestly expect it but i will stand on my beliefs even i am now currently dead. which is probably what happened if you are reading this.

that is all.

(also anise if it came to this well it is not like we at all meant to be partnered in the first place so if you are reading this and you are going to die i apologize for dragging you down i cannot say this is fair at all)

why am i even writing this she would be dead

royce